Although I’ve had a refreshment year this year and have been away from school, I am still an exam marker for the end-of-year papers for Digital Technology. This year I received just over 1500 reports to mark, most of them about 10 typed pages long. It arrived all packed in 13 boxes. I finished the marking on Sunday, and then received some more this morning. These will be marked over the next few days
Funny how, when I have all the marking to do, I tend to continue with needlework and finished two little dresses. The first one was the blue/yellow floral fabric which I have been searching for and found about 20 years later. I am happy with this little dress. It is pretty, with smocked sleeves
This morning I finished the first red dress I have ever smocked. It has a flair skirt with a tulle layer. It reminds me of a flower girl dress. Any little girl will look like a little princess in this dress
I saw a beautiful dress in the Australian Smocking and Embroidery magazine over 20 years ago and I really wanted to make this dress
For many years I tried to find the fabric in South Africa. No luck. Twenty years ago we moved to New Zealand and I still looked for this fabric everywhere – always keeping an eye on shops wherever I went. No luck. I even looked in other countries as I traveled over the years – Canada, Australia, Hong Kong, Cambodia, India, Myanmar……..no luck
Took a chance the other day and typed ‘Blue and yellow floral fabric’ in the Google search engine, went to the images and!!!!!!!!!!!
There it was!!!!!!!!! I was so happy and couldn’t believe my eyes. The link took me to an Etsy page and they had it in stock, and not extremely expensive either. I popped it in my shopping basket and then the message came up: ‘5 other people have this in their shopping basket’. And there was only 3 yards and I wanted at least 2. I quickly checked out and paid. And today the courier delivered a valuable parcel. The fabric is perfect, exactly what I wanted. Cannot wait to make this dress
After a year of refreshment leave, lots and lots of needlework and so on, I had a meeting with the Department of Education Thursday to discuss the marking process I am currently involved in. I mark external papers from students all over New Zealand and have just over 2000 allocated to me to mark. The marking started at the beginning of November and I have until middle December to get it done. This shouldn’t be difficult to achieve as I am a fast marker
At the end of the meeting Thursday I was exhausted, although we had heaps of coffee and snacks, and talked a lot about everything but marking. Still, I was so tired. I arrived home and just blobbed in the chair, didn’t even have enough energy to cook or do anything else
Woke up Friday without any energy again and realised the meeting triggered the fatigue to set in. My battery didn’t recharge overnight and it seems as if everything in my body were tired. I dragged my sore knee instead of walking properly – always a sure sign that I am tired. I didn’t even feeling like needlework of any kind, couldn’t concentrate on anything very long – in other words, no tv or reading either
My husband came home after work and asked me how I would be able to go back to work next year and expect to survive full time work again if I was this exhausted after a long meeting on a single day. His suggested it was time to resign and RETIRE!!!!!!
So here I am………I have officially resigned and won’t be going back to school. And I am not looking for any other full time position either, I am retired now 🙂 If I can find something here and there to do next year I will certainly give it a go, or do some volunteer work. And lots and lots of needlework
Not having to go back to school next year is wonderful. I think I am officially over school now and really didn’t want to put myself back into that stressful situation again. How do I feel about retirement an being dependant on my husband again? Actually wonderful. I am grateful and thankful that he is there and want me to put my health first, and able to provide for me
Life is good. And although I hoped that I was over the fatigue and tiredness, as I have been feeling very good lately, I feel more relaxed and less scared of the fatigue now…….now that I know I can allow myself a longer healing time and there is no pressure on me. Fatigue is horrible, you have no control over it and when it strikes you cannot push yourself or the fatigue, you just have to allow it to run its course and allow the body to recover
Not my idea at all, and totally copied everything from the Sum of their Stories blog – but they were so pretty I didn’t want to change anything. Small little presents for special friends, to pop in the drawers or hang in their wardrobes and they smell wonderful – I actually had a proper sneezing fit after filling them with the lavender
And then I had some time left and wanted to try another little pattern I found to make Pocket Pack Tissue Holders – super quick and SOOOO easy to make